my life recently.

"i want my old life back"

And every night i miss you.

you are neither friend nor foe but i can't seem to let you go

i want you here i miss you so.

i'll be restless until the day i see your face again.

i will find my way to you if it kills me.

i'm torn in pieces I'm blind and waiting.

my heart is reeling I'm blind and waiting for you.

i can't breathe without you but i have to.

i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity.

am i setting myself up for a big disappointment?

my life sucks without you.

my life is defined by my regrets.

i've been wrong but i've been changing, i've been wondering what to do, here i am alone and waiting...for you

and i want to get free, talk to me.

and i wanted to be all you need

i dont want to live the rest of my life if you're not in it.

is it really better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

everything's nothing without you

don't you know who you are? you're my shooting star

i dont wanna ever love another.

you'll always be my thunder.

i want you all to myself.

i can't stay with someone else.

i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you.

you are the reason that i breathe.

"i'll love you all my life"

and i dont know what to do 'cause i'll never be with you.

i'm permanently blue for you

bruises on my knees for you and grass stains on my knees i got holes in my new jeans for you all pink and black and blue.

it's hard to breathe everytime that you're not next to me.

without you i'm a whole different person

"you've made my life better"

Again?

I guess you'll never learn.

It's never worth the risk.

Sweet Home Alabama, The Notebook & Win a Date with Tad Hamilton

you've seen this story in the movies a thousand times.

when you saw it you wished the story would end differently.

it ends the same way every time.

but did you ever imagine you would be put in the same situation?

only this time, money has nothing to do with it.

"follow your heart"

is the lesson of the story.

but what is your heart telling you?

how did it come to be this way?

alone.

empty.

maybe i should stop pushing myself.

give it up.

and start a new life.

i'll have to wait and see.

you forgot.

again.

i'm sorry

the girl you loved is gone

the kind one

the sweet one

the one who laughs

the one who smiles

she's gone.

and i dont know when she'll be back.

i dont recognize myself when i look in the mirror anymore.

i hate the person staring back at me.